Findsomeone.com

I thought I'd enrol for Findsomeone.com. I filled out the most random hapharzard listing. I gave a false listing. I was looking for my ex brother in law. To find him but not for any romantic reasons. I wanted to see how he described himself. Kind of a futile exercise really. And I can't really justify why I did it. Just that I happened to be on facebook - I typed his name in and there he was adn cross linked to findsomeone.co. Randomly and sperately, it was probably triggered by the work I am looking at at present - which is about who will care for you when you are sick, infirmed, old etc.

Well, my first "smile" was from a man with a snake around his neck. My second encounter was from a man who describes himself as "great package". A few others in between have siad we seem to have a lot in common. Where the heck they get that idea from is beyond comprehension from what I wrote on the profile.

This exercise has made me a little depressed. As in if I was doing this seriously what would I write: hate housework, don't read much, don't see the movies much, don't go scubadving, live like a hermit.

This brings me to the fact that I think I am a little depressed. I slept a lot again this weekend. Perhaps I am worried about my job. I don't know. I do feel a little overwhelmed that a lot of my colleagues have Phds. Why I get overwhelemed by this I don't know. Its not as if I haven't worked with intelligent people and actually do yo need a phd in some random topic to work in policy?. I really don't like ambiguity and talking in the clouds. But I'm elected to place myself in a workplace where I have to cope with this and master it. Now I have to make it work, but its taking effort.

I'm going to put in a plan of action re my depression. eg reduce sleeping, reduce alcohol, eat more protein and energy food and exercise more, and think posititvely ect - but heck it takes effort. If only it could all be magically transformed during my sleep periods.

I cut my hedge to the council standard. I guess now in another year it will be how I wanted to look this time.

Crikey,as I type this, my negighbour (westside) has parked their car in their garage in and out at least 3 times. Odd. This reminds me being Chinese New Year, I pruchased bamboo. To plant and grow. It was revenge on my westside neighbour for cutting my beuatiful tree down.